A Poem for Adam

in this world where there is nothing but darkness
you came along and showed me brightness
in this world where there is nothing but pain
you eased all the blues away

never have i imagined that i will ever find you
never have i thought of having you
but you came and took my breath away
now with you is where i will always stay

the warmth you give to my heart
tells me that nothing can keep us apart
the joy you bring to my life
shows me the way to the light

your soothing eyes...your sweet smile
your warm touch ...and gentle kiss
all this i would never miss
so i'll hold you tight
i'll hold you near
for when i am with you i have no fear

you give me comfort... you give me strength
you give me love... you brought me life
you're always with me and in my unconcious mind
when i think of you
my world is filled with colourful memories
because of you i have found my complete happiness

Love after the rain

I can still remember how I was left in the rain five months ago. But looking back now, I can say that the pain was worth it. For now, all I can feel is happiness. Five months ago I was crumpled with pain.. someone has hurt me so bad.. and I admit .. I was played. Then I met someone who was gentle and friendly. Always makes sure he is there when I needed someone to talk to. Always vocal and make you know where you stand.. makes you know how he feel.. Genuine enough I would say. I suddenly found myself finding comfort with him. His presence alone made me feel safe, and special.

One day something happened that made me realise that He is someone I would never wanted to lose. But because of fear of getting hurt again, I was having a hard time deciding whether to give it a chance or to just stay as his friend. But the time came that I had to make a decision whether to have him or not. And I have admitted to myself that I would not be able to bare the thought of not having him in my life. So I made the decision and started to go out with him.

Everyday it seems that we became closer and closer. Nobody has ever treated me right before. He made me feel so special. Eversince we were together life changed for me. Gone were the boring days off ... He gave me life... He makes me happy.. This time I am quiet sure I will never be left in the rain without someone to share his umbrella with.. unless we're both under the rain with a special kiss..

I have waited a long time to find someone to love and to be loved back. I always prayed that my soulmate will finally show himself. My Babycakes is worth the long wait... as he made my life perfect and complete when he came and joined me in my sad and lonely life... and now no day is lonely and sad because I know I have him..

Thank you Baby.. you're the best blessing I ever recieved in my life.. I Love You.. xXx