i always thought that running away from pain and worries is always the answer to all the questions i have in mind. it always worked for me, i'm afraid. in the past, i ran away from the deepest cut i had. moved on three years after got over it completely. six long years i waited to love again, when i did, got hurt easily, ran away from it once more. tried to find solstice from my own home. i was right, home will always be the best place to mend your broken heart. enjoy the views, the hot weather, friends laughters, family's happy memories.
whilst i was in an island from home, enjoying the blue waters and the view. i can't say i have forgotten the pain completely, as there are times when i can still remember it. but then again, time heals all wounds. i carried on walking forward, meeting new people, enjoying company of old friends whom i haven't seen for ages. deep in my heart i wished that one day.. somehow.. someway.. God will lead someone astray and i will find him. and if i do.. i will keep him and would never do anything to hurt him.
as my holiday was nearly ending, a blessing came my way.. i know God answers prayers, but i was not expecting Him to answer mine that quick. though as they say... all the things we asked for or we wanted never comes in one package.. He gave me someone to care for and to inspire me, to make me smile.. but He made sure that this time i won't fall just like that.. He wanted me to take things slowly this time.. to take my time.. our time.. to get to know each other better and to make sure what we feel will be the right feeling and will be on the right time and right place.. now i can say i am happy though we're not committed with each other at this point in time.. but thats the irony of life.. and God is working on us... on our future... Thanks for answering my prayer.. and for blessing me with someone like Eric... :)
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