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all i hear is the ticking of the clock
all alone in this world so dark
i can hear my heart beating so fast
and i am thinking — until when will it last?
i can see the rain pouring outside my window
deep inside i feel so empty and hallow
the night is cold and lonely
why do i feel the same inside me?
the courage i had to say i have left the past
was that all only a pretension on my part?
have i really learned to walk a new path?
Dear Lord, please give me strength to last.
i could feel my heart going numb
i am asking myself — can i still love?
if a heart is numb and unable to love
then what would that make me into?
i prayed for my wounds to be healed
so il be able to love and feel
yes.. being numb do take away the pain
but this is one thing i never wish to be
i’d rather be in pain than be someone so unfeeling
i’d rather be stuck in the past
than be in the present with no memories