Tired of Life

i feel so tired…mentally.. emotionally.. physically…and i hope not.. but spiritually.. life seems to be going down hill at the moment.. everything is just so wrong.. whatever you do.. your best wasn’t good enough.. or will never be good enough.. seems like the lights has turned to darkness.. the blue skies turned to gray.. spring’s gone and winter has come.. its like walking in a dark forest with nothing with you.. with nobody with you.. no one to reach out to help if ur in need.. no one to talk to when your down.. its like walking in the streets of fire.. get burned and no one cares.. or walking in the rain.. with all the others.. but only you have no umbrella.. and no one is bothered to offer.. its like all the trials are endless.. seems like the tears will never stop from falling.. heart will never stop from breaking.. if only i can open up my own self.. rip off my own heart and take all those not so good feeling.. or open up my skull.. and take out my brain.. and choose only nice things to think of.. unfortunately.. im not that gifted..